We can't all have sunshine and lollipops...

Well, yesterday was a pretty awesome day. I got hugs galore from people 'cause it was my birthday.

It may have had something to do with the "Hug me! Its my birthday!" That was written on my back. Without a shirt on. I got several compliments on my bra though.

But on a much damper note, I went home to Cobourg today. And recieved mostly evilish looks from my Mom. I guess she isn't as okay with the lesbian thing as she tried to come off. Or maybe its the new peircings. In any case it was not a very pleasant day.

*sigh* I mean she only told me that most of my life decisions are unnatural. And I suspect that she thinks I'm gay "because its cool right now".

Kinda burns. But whatever. Not about to stop me or change the way things simply are. But I am somewhat dissapointed.

I mean, she bitches at me because she doesn't know whats going on in my life, and when I do tell her stuff, she just dissaproves to thoroughly. I'm damned if I do, and twice as damned if I don't.

Not much I can do about it though. *sighs*

C'est la vie.

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PRIDE!

Had a cool day yesterday.

Joined the Dyke March. I helped hold up the rainbow flag. It was fun!

Got seriously drunk at the bar. Like can barely walk drunk. But I managed to get home in the end, so its all good.


Gotta run. Plenty of more Pride to go around.

Cheers!

Cigarettes and sex.

I've had so little sleep in the past while I think the only things keeping me awake are cigarettes and sex. I'm making this post from Meaghan's place.

Things are still not really resolved...though I think I have convinced her to not think about it too much. Or at least as not as much as she tends to...

But the sex is good. LOL!

Later peoples!

Wait loss...

Well, I am soo bloody busy these days. I spend very little time solo and bored anymore. Which is good and bad. I have no idea how much I am sleeping, but I can't see it being enough.

And in addition, even though I have been quite horrendously skipping going to the gym, I continue to lose weight. And gain muscle tone, according to my PT. Must be the sex or something. Its still kinda weird.

Anyhoo, gotta run. Gonna meet Meaghan at work. ;)

I have internet...FINALLY!

I am so happy to have internet at home now! *does a little dance* Yay!

Huh. Been spending a lot of time with Meaghan. She corrected my spelling of her name the other day.

Ugh. But we're not in a relationship. LOL! Alex was heckling me the other day. She called me a couple times while I was hanging out at their place, and every time he was making the "whipping" motion. To which I pointed out that he didn't have any right to talk. If you know him, you know what I am talking about.

So it is kinda weird right now, suffice it to say. Ah, C'est la vie.

I don't ponder things too much, just makes things too complicated. Expecially when she typically does enough over-thinking for the both of us.

Am I bad?

Ignacia is talking to me again. Apparently her best friend who lives in Montreal was in town for the week, so they hung out all week. So she's totally "Haven't talked to you in ages! Sorry!" and such.

SO technically I am "seeing" 2 women...

Well, not that I'd say I'm seeing Megan...I dunno how, but I always end up with weird relationships...

Dave said I was being "guy-like" when he asked me how my GF was doing and I asked which one...

But on the other hand, both relationships are quite casual...so I don't think I'm in the wrong here...

Ugh. Anyhoo, you probably don't wanna hear this crap. But I did hook up with Megan again last night...*evil laugh*

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Nothing much ado...

Not much going down. Hung out with Chris for a bit yesterday. Went home and had a nap because the dentists made me sleepy.


Then I met up with the chick from the bar. Though I thought about it and technically we didn't meet at the bar. We both had left.

LOL. Stuff followed. I hope we didn't disturb Betty...I was trying not to...I'm not even sure if Betty knows where my inclinations lie...

Ah, well. I'm half certain I'm gonna be asked about it.


Life can be soooo bizarre sometimes...

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Teeth, sex and parents.

My jaw is still numb from the feezing they gave me. And my jaw hurts too. But I guess thats what happens with root canals. Except it wasn't a complete root canal. He only did part of it and is referring me to a specialist. Yay! More fun for Tara!

I told my Mom about the fact that I date and have sex with women, and she actually took it quite well. Actually, she was more disgusted with the fact that I got my eyebrow pierced than the fact that I am gay.

No. Thats not true. She thinks its pretty disgusting, but as long as I ain't putting it in her face, she says she doesn't really care. And like most people is totally like "Can't say I'm surprised."

Well. Thats the news for the moment.

Jeez-uz.

God. I never quite know how much I miss sex until I have it after a prolonged absence...

No, it wasn't Ignacia...though I haven't given up on that front yet.

I met a girl at a bar...we..connected I guess. We're gonna hang out later this week.

The only reason I am probably even saying this much is because I am sooo friggin tired that I am not really editing what I am writing.

Cheers!

Oh yeah...

It goes without saying that I have moved to the new place. Just north of Yonge and Sheppard.

Haven't posted in like forever...

Well, a quick update.

Haven't had internet in like...forever...

So...I have an eyebrow piercing because someone...no names here...wanted to get one with me. But I am still in the market for a piercing (it just might be a while) so votes are still welcome, just eyebrow ring is obviously out of the running.

I'm working on the afternoon shift. Which means that I work in the middle of the day. So I have no life right now.

Except I work out most mornings now. I've already gotten down to 170lbs. in the less than 2 weeks I've been excercising on a regular basis.

Hmmm...what else? Went to the dentist. I am getting a Root canal and a filling done. Not bad for no dentist in 24 years...

Thats about all I can think of right this sec.

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