Thursday, October 27, 2005

Crying...

Y'know, I really really hate crying. There's something about it. I'm not suggesting that anyone else doing it fits in this opinion, this is solely from my perspective on me.

I just feel undignified and...I dunno, stupid, when I cry. It doesn't happen often. I usually don't get that upset.

I get really upset when women cry. I mean it really just bothers me. I feel useless, especially when I am the cause of such a display.

I think I have cried more in the past month than ever before in my life (and since I am a person who hates crying, I can say this with some authority).

I'm not sure if its good or bad. I feel unbalanced and chaotic. Possibly related to my questionable health as of late.

Things are so uncertain right now. And they aren't getting any clearer.

Ugh. I give up for the moment. I'm too tired and sore and the event leading to this post is still too fresh for too much contemplation.

Life sucks. And then you die.

1 Comments:

Blogger Wise Owl said...

As my Nana used to say, Chin up, it will look better soon enough.
Though I tottaly know what you mean with regards women crying. You feel like a useless git. Ironically enough , during the times in my life that have been very emotional I kinda wish I could cry. This bottled up machoismo thing is just Crap. And incidentally what is it with your blog and these spam comments? You on a list somewhere or something?

Friday, October 28, 2005 11:35:00 a.m.  

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