Dazed and confused...
Well, I went to Cobourg yesterday for my doctors appointment. Had some good times with Gabe. We watched Garfield. Dr's appt went okay, it was just a physical. Though he did tell me that the kidney stone that I have is too big to pass, but they aren't going to do anything about it unless it starts bothering me. So I have to wait and see if I end up in some agony before they may do something about it. Exciting, neh?
Read Andrew's blog, and while it does arouse some sort of curiosity, it raises more concern. Like what do scars have to do with it? And our parents? Because I really am beginning to think whatever it is, he's blaming other people and things for his own problems, like he always tends to do. Maybe I'm wrong, wouldn't be the first time, won't be the last, but unless I know thats what I am inclined to think.
Anyhoo, thats all for the moment.
Read Andrew's blog, and while it does arouse some sort of curiosity, it raises more concern. Like what do scars have to do with it? And our parents? Because I really am beginning to think whatever it is, he's blaming other people and things for his own problems, like he always tends to do. Maybe I'm wrong, wouldn't be the first time, won't be the last, but unless I know thats what I am inclined to think.
Anyhoo, thats all for the moment.
posted by Tara The Terrible!! at 4:08 p.m.
2 Comments:
Actually, I'm refering to your tendancy to decide "I can't get a job because I have no experience", meanwhile not applying for any. You've done LOTs of things like that. Blaming problems on other things than yourself. You tend to defeat any idea before it goes into motion. Like taking the train. Its really not hard to get a friggin train ticket. And if you feel like you may have problems figuring out the schedule, you can always ASK the ticket vendor. I mean the whole reason they are there is to help you and sell you a ticket. I never claimed to know what you're thinking, quite the opposite as know know having read my post. I'm not trying to insult you, but it IS something that you've done for YEARS. And I seem to recall being raised with you at some point. But maybe my memory's faulty.
BTW, if you are coming to Toronto, and you end up needing a place to crash I have an extra bed you can use.
Hey, its up to you. I have a spare room, but if you don't want to use it its up to you. I mean you're an adult and can make your own decisions, and I would like to know what's going on and help if I can, but again, thats up to you. But do not assume that you are not welcome to stay over, and that I would not be happy to see you. You're my brother, my favourite in a lot of ways, and I do miss the fact that at one time we were kinda close. But we both have limits, and its up to you what you're up to, and what you're willing to do. You are always welcome, even when I'm being bitchy (which is most of the time, I'll admit it) and I am always happy to see you, which is why I did try so long to drag you to anything, because I do enjoy your company most of the time.
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