Crying...

Y'know, I really really hate crying. There's something about it. I'm not suggesting that anyone else doing it fits in this opinion, this is solely from my perspective on me.

I just feel undignified and...I dunno, stupid, when I cry. It doesn't happen often. I usually don't get that upset.

I get really upset when women cry. I mean it really just bothers me. I feel useless, especially when I am the cause of such a display.

I think I have cried more in the past month than ever before in my life (and since I am a person who hates crying, I can say this with some authority).

I'm not sure if its good or bad. I feel unbalanced and chaotic. Possibly related to my questionable health as of late.

Things are so uncertain right now. And they aren't getting any clearer.

Ugh. I give up for the moment. I'm too tired and sore and the event leading to this post is still too fresh for too much contemplation.

Life sucks. And then you die.

Nothin' new

Well, there's nothing new to say really. Things are much as they were yesterday and the day before that.

Went to Cobourg and saw my doctor and had an x-ray done. I'm back next month for an ultrasound. Yay.

Um, for those who may be interested I came across something interesting the other day.

Every year for the past few years apparently a group does a "Zombie Walk" which is pretty much what the name suggests it is. People dress up as Zombies and proceed to make a walk from one part of the city to a shortish distance. Of course they're also walking like zombies too. Apparently its hard work. Anyhoo, here's the URL for it:
http://www.zombiewalktoronto.com

Its already over for this year, but I thought I'd share the info. It has some pages on costuming and make up for the undead.

Getting things checked out...

I spent the last two days getting checked out (yay...?) And they figure I have bronchitis.

Fun times were had by none...

Anyhoo, thats about all thats new and exciting...

They say its bronchtis....

I spent the last two days getting checked out (yay...?) And they figure I have chronic bronchitis.

Fun times were had by none...

Anyhoo, thats about all thats new and exciting...

Ouchies.

Today I feel sort of like someone is sitting on my chest. Last night I had some sort of fit that had me hyperventilating because it was just hard (and painful) to breathe. So today I rest easy. I'm just sick in general too. My health seems to have taken a turn for the worse lately. But enough complaining.

Not much is new otherwise.

Keep breathing all!

Phones, and joblessness

Well, in a miracle of miracles, Shaun had a phone exactly like mine, so with a little cannibalism, I havr a working phone now! Yay!

So now I must go seek a job, because I am not getting much work from Abdoul.

Meggo is chafing a little from me being around so much too.

Anyhoo, nothing else much has changed.

Later!

Top three places Tara doesn't like fibreglass...

Number 3 - Anywhere on her skin
Number 2 - In her eyes
And the number one place she doesn't like fibreglass? In her nose.

I really don't appreciate fibreglass. I mean, yeah it keeps houses warm. But its itchy and it burns the eyes and nose. I was blowing it out of my nose for like 2 days afterwards.

Haven't been up to much. Not working much even, which sucks largely, but alas, until I have a steadier job, this is what I must do...

Hung out with Megan and Phil the other day (Thanks for the pizza guys! I'm not sure if I thanked ya at the time)

Um...other than that...Been watching season one of Babylon 5 (Thanks Kim!!) with Shaun. We're having good times.

Oh the exciting life of the poor...

Later folks!

Okay...I washed my phone...

Yeah, I know, sounds stupid. It is. But I do sort of have an excuse. I've been doing some off and on work for Abdoul (those who know me know who Abdoul is) and I was covered in fibreglass.

Which isn't very fun.

So when I got back to Meggo's place I shucked my clothing and threw it into the wash, neglecting to check the breast pocket of the long sleeved shirt I was wearing (and since I don't wear THOSE all that often, its hardly surprising) and hopped in the ahower to get it off. Fibreglass is kinda yucky.

So, then end result of this is that I have no phone for the moment. I will see what I can manage, and I'll let you all know what's going on. Though, if you could e-mail me any numbers I may have lost due to my phone not working, it would be most appreciated.

Lates.

P.S. I also have a slipped disc in my lower back. Owwie!