Better...

Mentally anyways. Physically, I still feel like shit. No surprise there. Ugh. I'm now officially moved in with Meggo. Not entirely sure how I feel about it. I'm working at a "wait and see" level.

Tried to get a few job things worked out today. Nothing really new there. Um...

I sort of realized the other day when I was moving out by myself (Betty was moving out the same day, with the help of several people) seeing David made me realize how much I miss him. I used to spend so much time with him, it just sort of seemed natural. Plus we got on so well (Though not always to the best effect!).

I feel like I should phone or something, but I also feel guilty about how things ended out at S&E A.K.A. his Dad's business. More like, I feel guilty because I have the feeling that he also got an earful or five about it from Sven. And then there's the status with Debbie. I owe Betty some money still, hell I owe money to a lot of people, but there's shit all I can do about it right now. I really would like to get all these things straightened out, but I haven't any way of actually doing so.

I dunno, I feel like I have probably burned those bridges, without meaning to. I will try to make things right as far as owing people goes, but I'm not sure if I can do anything to save the relationships that have been damaged along the way.

So maybe I'm not feeling so well mentally. I mean, I just spent 4 hours cleaning. With more to come. A little off for my behavioural patterns. But most people don't realize that when I am OCD about cleaning, I am extremely particular.

Anyhoo, gotta fold my laundry and get started on the kitchen.